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For those of freaks that love the #GrowthFetish/#InflationFe..

Added 2024-08-27 06:10:37 +0000 UTC

For those of freaks that love the #GrowthFetish/#InflationFetish! 💪 I shot my main scenes here at the Troma set today. Which frees up my brain power & anxiety to work on my next project, “Amityville Barbi”, which shoots in less than a couple weeks. Ack! I don’t feel prepared at all, of course. And I hate rushing character development & line learning. You can act if you don’t know your lines like the back of your hand. I truly believe that. I have friends though that don’t even look at the scene until right before it shoots & they nail it. It’s got to be a super power or something but I can’t do it. I like to start character development at least a month prior. My UK boyfriend is getting here in less than like 26 hours & I’m super excited. We’ve been chatting since like March since we met at HorrorHound. I hope he likes me still in person. I have a fear that I’m way less impressive to people in real life. I guess we shall see. Truthfully, I just want to be happy & in love so badly. I worry I set myself up for failure in love over & over though. I wish I could read a book or something to make me love correctly but all the ones I’ve read so far lead me nowhere. Ha. I’m definitely the problem. But do you love me? 🥹