a little puck check-in: - I got my first pfizer shot yesterd..

a little puck check-in: - I got my first pfizer shot yesterday and i got really tired but i started feeling REALLY severe jaw pain, migraine, body aches, and nausea this morning ---- while my movers were here and i was finishing up the last rounds of cleaning my last apartment. ended up bawling on the bathroom floor until i clawed my way to bed and slept off a lot of the intensity. feeling pretty rough but lots better than i did earlier. - i'm still scheduling lots of time with my friend who was in the psych hospital for an attempt. she's doing a lot better and doesn't have to be on watch 24/7 so I'm able to do my own thing again but def still a big part of my world. thank u for all your thoughts & love <3 it helps knowing we're not alone. - my website launch is coming up on May 23rd!! i'm so freaking nervous and have so much to prepare but i'm really excited and am working on planning a sick fucking launch party (probably on here as a show??) check out my landing page rn! www.littlepuckpls.com - i just hired a graphic designer and it's so fucking cool! feels weird being the boss but it's def taking work off my shoulders and it's really fun experimenting and brainstorming new ways of engaging with you all! - i haven't filmed anything since I was gone in Alaska. due to supporting my friend, having neighbor & landlord issues at my apartment, and then getting hit with covid! i have a bunch of small projects on the docket before i can complete 3 major customs. i also have a huge backlog of editing still to do, please bear with me. - as it stands i can't do big filming or intense audios at my house. long story short, my downstairs neighbors are snobby self-righteous bitches and have complained to management about my unit and i got struck with 3 violations WHILE I WASN'T EVEN IN THE STATE (i had opened my apartment up for my friend to stay while I was still gone and because she was grieving she was loud and a bit wild). it's even more crazy tho because the quality of this place & the management is severely lacking. it took them 2 months to get me my mail key, there's intense water damage they're not taking seriously, rats living in the garage, they continually lie AND overcharged me for rent twice, and the sound insulation between the floors is so bad i'm scared to work here ESPECIALLY when my downstairs neighbors are DEFINITELY not SEX-FRIENDLY. all that being said, i have a small bedroom i'm renting out close by that i'm gonna move more stuff into next week so I can work on my bigger projects. all this moving and remapping the way i live has been exhausting and a lot of work. i can see a light at the end but i'm not there yet. soon. - thanks for being here with me. it's been a crazy fucking year already. i'm not used to being out the filming game for this long and i feel pretty anxious and stressed about it but i know that i'm doing my best and that's all i can ask of me <3